and it'll be terrible, right? and that reminds me of the time i was a roller skating, man. i used to be a roller skate freak. oh, i loved to roller skate. i wish you guys had a roller skating rink around here but i'm skating at the rink and one time i'm skating with a lady, i'm skating with her and you know, go a bit where're you from? what's your name, all these bit like that you know? and she volunteers some information, she says to me, i said, you know, how long have you been skating? she says, "well, i've been skating nine months." and she says, "and i haven't fallen down yet." she was very proud of the fact that she had never fallen down. i said to myself, honey you can't skate either, she couldn't skate worth a darn, okay? she clopped, clopped, clopped, being very, very careful and she went nine months without falling. she thought that was an achievement. and you know what, all the honchos in the rink? the honchos in the rink, gang, they're all rosin all over their bodies, all smeared with, every time you fall down, you slide in the rosin. and the honchos are falling down all the time. you try this spin, you try this jump, you fall down, you get up, you keep going.